Wee weet. Today ahling is angry, sad & happy. Read down my post for more details okeh? ^^,
Very angry w parents cuz,
nowadays, parents keep nagging & nagging non-stop. Screw it hard! -'- I hate tt feeling. I tried t control my anger, not venting on them but in th end in return i get was t cry myself silently. Nobody understand how i feels deep down... Thy ask me t sleep early & wake up early as its a normal human should do. Alrights, i admit im always sleeping late & waking up in th evening. In th night, i just cant sleep. What thy want me t do? All this doesnt start just only but infact, its been years. Is not tt i nv try sleeping early, i did. But, its impossible. So many years, i've been sleeping in th midnight or nearly t morning. But, only lately my parents make a fuss out of it. What's happening t them? I tired my best t solve out. What i did was t sleep early yst around 2am, which its th earliest for me. I woke up at 11+ am t eat th breakfast thy bought home & took a nap at 3-4+. Is tt too much? I dont think so. I knw, maybe thy are stress out of someth which idk what it is. I tried t make them happy by doing what thy asked me t do. But... things doesnt work out. I seriously wanna knw what's going on. I cant endure life like this. I'll go mentally crazy soon, i swear.
But nevertheless,
hubby is always thr t console me. Thanks much.
& aft so long,
around 1year +, i've not get t contact this girl- i cant name her out. She's once so close t me. Once my everyth. & cuz of someone- which i cant name too, we go diff way. Its was real saddening tt time. She leave me without a words. Thinking back how we are last time, crying & everyth tgt. Make my tears eventually flow down again without evening noticing. We've lost contact. Untill this month, i've somehow found her & asked her for her contact number. We text & so. Till today, i finally get t meet her. I was super happy t see her. I could see th smile on her face again unlike last time, she always crying & being heartbroken. Great :D I still treat her like what we're last time altho she said i've changed. We'll be back like last time alrights? Loveyou D. (:
Naoz,
back t hubby's house aft 1week. Diff feeling. I cant get t play w my dog but at th same time, i dont hear parents nagging. At hubby's house, i cant do what i want. So yeah. But, he's parents is nice lah. Tt's th best thing on earth ^^,
I'm dl-ing back audi in my lappy as i brought t hubby's house. Lalala! I want lvl upupup faster! :D Bai~
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
7:23 AM
.I met her, JL.-