As days goes by, years passing by w a blink of an eye, im growing into a young adult. Many things is flashing thru my mind. Here i am, posting out my thoughts.

When i was in primary sch, i didnt study well & so, i got bad results in PSLE. Went into anderson sec.

Secondary time, im still fooling around. Mixing w all sorts of people. Fighting all day long. Having conflicts w classmates. Smoking in sch, pontanning sch, play shirt & etc. Did things beyond th law & got myself probation for 2years when i was 14. Made my parents hell worried for me everyday worrying i wont be home by time, breeching probation, sendin back t court, got fresh case & stuffs. Having hard time in r/s. Was hurt most of th time. Cried everyday when i was w alfred (ahbee). Slashed myself, wanting t suicide, was send into IMH & all unpleasent things come. Couldnt control my emotion. Was tired of life tht time. Sigh. Crying & pleading my parents t let me just die. Yes, i knw i was stupid tht time, dying for a guy. As days goes by, i started t be stronger. Everyth turned back t normal. Scored normal for my N's & i didnt go ITE.

Last year, took private O's. Still, im fighting all th way dont knw for what. Acting like a stupid hero. -.- Clubbing, drinking & tonning is what i do almost everyday. Super no life. Getting myself pregnant w leslie's (bastard) baby cuz he raped me when im his girlf. He started lying & so on. Broke up w him & aborted my lil child. Cried over it for sometime. Knew my current boyf around nov. He nv failed t cheer me up. Fell in love w him on th dec. Celebrating every occasion w him till thn. I've started changing ever since i stared w him. I managed t control my temper, not doing those stupid stuffs alr. Yes, im still in HLS. But so? It doesnt mean anyth.

Doing everyth for my boyf, which i've nv done it for any of my ex before. 17years, its my first time buying x'mas present for someone & its my boyf. Sending him t work everyday, reaching his work place earlier t wait for him t end work & fetch him home, buying sushi & send down his work place, bought hairdye & helped him dye, washing his hair for him, applying pimple cream every night for him, waking up every midnight & making sure his covered w blanket & alot more. & yes, definetely ahling is a changed person. Thanks everyone for guilding me thru steps & steps.

Last but not least, i love Jason Wong super much! ❤