RebelChild-

Name: Ahling
Age: 18
DOB: 15 October
Status: Attached
Education: Completed N's & private O's
All time favourite: Pokka greentea & chocolate
Personality: Stubborn & rebellious
Pledge: 108HLS

Im a normal girl tht you guys see on th streets.
I have bad past, but you're no one t judge me cus you're aint perfect too.
My reputation is not th best, but i dont live up t your comments neither your expectation.
Love me for who i am, but not change me t who you want me t be.

Forgive & forget is th best choice t peace (':

@Friendster

Thursday, January 28, 2010

.Different or Difference?-

Somehow or rather, my mood is no where good. I can tear over very small matter even when hubby was just joking & saying i've changed alr. Idk why. My emotional is fuking unstable. I tend t get paranoid easily or getting pekchek for nothing. I seriously dont knw what is happening t me. Where have i gone t? I felt tht my soul is lost. I'm just so not being myself. I get angry easily when a small lil matter happen. Why why why?

I didnt quarrel w hubby at all. In fact, we didnt even quarrel before what. But why am i feeling so down out of sudden? I seriously wants t knw what is happening t me. :'(

Prehaps or maybe... Everyth tht causes me in th state so out of sudden is cuz of my dad- bringing up abt my saddest t me again. my lil precious. I dont knw how t communicate w them now, cuz i find them speaking hurtfull words t me every now & thn. I dont know what t do. But please. Dont brood up th past. I still misses my lil precious.

But nevertheless. Thanks hubby, for always making me smile after my sadness. He will nv failed t cheer me up. Knw why? Alr said his my hubby what! (':