RebelChild-

Name: Ahling
Age: 18
DOB: 15 October
Status: Attached
Education: Completed N's & private O's
All time favourite: Pokka greentea & chocolate
Personality: Stubborn & rebellious
Pledge: 108HLS

Im a normal girl tht you guys see on th streets.
I have bad past, but you're no one t judge me cus you're aint perfect too.
My reputation is not th best, but i dont live up t your comments neither your expectation.
Love me for who i am, but not change me t who you want me t be.

Forgive & forget is th best choice t peace (':

@Friendster

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

.Countless tears, unspoken feeling.-

Had a talk on phone w cherlyn sweetie yst. She gave me a silliest idea t do someth. She said, its best if i do it dis afternoon & it rains. But... i didnt do it. Still, it rains so HEAVILY. Laughs. Thanks for consoling me w stupidsxz idea yst midnight. Me luvchusxz very muchie :D ( Xiaogirl, dont twit your words le, laughs! - Entertaining myself :O )

Countless tears i have every night, unspoken feeling i have everyday. But still, things are still th same as before. As worst as it is. Im gonna stay strong. Cus no one is gonna pull me up agn from th fall. Im gonna guide th way home myself, cus no one is gonna do it for mi agn.

As usual. Waking up w th thought of him. Sleeping w th dreams of him. WTFsxz seriously have happened t me. I wasnt like dis in all th past r/s. But things goes super worst when it comes t dis r/s. Why am i loving him so much but i cant get any chances agn t get him back when im not even in th fault? Okeh. Maybe, its all fated. I shall wait as i promised myself. Drop th topic. If not my post is gonna be emo agn & i'll start tearing till my eyes goes as big as fishball when i cant even put on my eyeliner. Ohshitsxz .___.

Waking up in th afternoon, did someth stupid agn. Oh well, you people wont want t knw :/ Planned t go taka t watch competition w bro, but some stupid friends of mine aint free ): So too bad. Met my lovely mom who is always saying im stupid crying over him aft her work. Bought ham & mushroom's speggati & went home. Finished th whole thing cus... actually is not tht im too hungry. But its just tht im eating only 1meal a day. If im fat, it would be a great diet exercise. But im notsxz. Im only 39.7kg. My mom says, if thr's a tycoon ( idk how t spell ) in singapore, im gonna vanish into thin air. Woo great! Thn i can forget everyth & FLYYYYY~

Now, listening t songs which cherlyn sweetie send me. Hohoho :3 Some emo songs agn. Ohmygawd. Am i gonna cry agn later? Hope not(:

This song belong, its my favourite thai song. Its delicated t you, ALCF.