.Im heart's still calling you-
Drink, drank, drunk. I hate th feeling. Im still loving you & missing you.
Grandma hse today. Family gathering due t someth. Home aft tht.
I was thinking of
you, all th way. Before i slept & when i woke up. I dont knw what t do. I wanted t txt you, but i dont have th courage t. Oh boy, why do we have t leave each other just cus of someth tht happened & its uncalled for? Didnt you said th love is gonna be lasting?
Come back t me, will you? Again & again, you left me. Yet, im still hoping for you t come back. Why? Why cant you see th love tht i have for you is true? I've did my best, t give you everyth you wanted. I tried my best, t make you happy. I miss playing golf w you, i miss moonwalk, i miss everyth tht we've done tgt. Why cant you just spare a lil thoughts of all those memories of us &
start all over agn? Do you bare t leave all dis memories behind and start all over agn w others? Im crying hard, praying t god tht you will come back t my side. You might be happy now, cus im no longer th burdens t you. But, i didnt do anyth wrong. I didnt do anyth t cause breakups at all. Why must i be th one tht is losing my love one & deserving all dis pain? Can we leave all th past in th past & start all over agn? Rmb all our plannings in future? Do we still have th chance complete all dis plannings tgt? If tht day you gave me a chance & go back & find you. Dont you think tht seriously tht breakup are unlikely t happen.
Now, even when he talked t me in msn. I cried. I seriously cant endure everyth on my own alr. Im breaking down. I might not be blogging, picking up calls, replying msg or even online for sometimes.
Might be flying over t vietnam & stay w my uncle for a few months.
Goodbye everyone.
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
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