Hello everyone. Finally im back t blogging. Alrights. Dis post will be a very sad one.

Eileen came t my house in th morning. Waited for me t bath & go work cus we planned t start work early. While im preparing t go work. He shows weird behaviour & stuffs so as my bro. When i was bathing, i over heard them calling girls, asking them t meet up & stuffs which i dont know who's idea was it & dont know why they are doing all dis. I pretended not knowing anyth. When i was packing my bag. He asked me t help him buy cig back thn go t work. I answered him okay. But i didnt look at him. Thn he said tht i attitude him. & so everyth went wrong. Im feeling angry at tht time & i seriously cant tolerate his attitude anymore. I changed my laptop password so tht he can log in & i just took my charger & stuffs thn went out. Meet weixiong at bus stop. Awhile later, he called me. But i didnt want t pick up. He msged me. Asked me why did i change my password. If i dun want let him use. He will move back t his house. I gave him th password cus i thot he wont give it t my bro. But i was wrong. So nvm. Afternoon time, he called me. Keep asking me what time i go home. I didnt want t answer him is cus i suspected tht they wants t bring girls home but was afraid tht i will go home anytime. At tht point of time, i didnt think much. After work, cab down t somewhere & rest. Weixiong pei me & eileen till 11+ & he went off. But i pei eileen & didnt go home.

MIA still. In th night. He keep on msg me. Ask me t go home. Saying he will wait for me at home. & if by nxt day 7am im not home, ask me dun regret cus he will move back & stuffs. Its not tht i dun wanna go home. Is i wanted t pei eileen.

In th morning, he called me. I wanted t go home. But he scolded me again for nothing. I super dulan. So i divert call. Thn in th afternoon, my line was suspended by my mom. I went t buy new sim card. But i didnt text my family. Midnight, alan call & chatted w me. I told him my situation.

Morning, text him, parents & korkor. I cried like fuck. I miss them. But i dun wanna ps eileen. He got angry. He said tht he alr moved out of my house alr. & thts th we broke up ): I give up on someone i really love cus of sister. Alan came & find me. Bring me & eileen t another place t stay. Meet ah huat, jon & co. & i sleep again. I dun wanna think so much. Midnight, i buey tahan. Called mom & i cab home. Now, eileen MIA from me also. If what i have done t save her dis 6days & pei her, in th end broke up w him & now she wants t MIA from me. All i can say is, i've done my best. Reached home, thinking abt th past. No one's gonna hug me tight t sleep anymore. i wont be waiting for him till midnight for him t finish work. Feed him eat while he'splaying dota. Everyth is gone. Sigh. This is t tell you. Think before you do someth nxt time.

Sleep all th way. Today morning woke up, pei mom go shop awhile & came home. My throat is fucking pain now. ): Gonna rest more.

Thanks boy, for those wonderful days. I blame myself but not you. Thanks for waiting for me at home for 4days, but i still didnt come home. Im still loving you. But its alrights. I will get over it soon. You gotta take good care of yourself. Drink more water & smoke less. Eat ur meals regularly.

Thanks mummy & daddy. For being so tolerance w me, for waiting for me days t return home. For forgiving me despite how much hurt i've let you all feel. Sorry for making you all cry overnight. For worrying abt me. I know how much i have disappoint you. I will try t change for th better. Im sorry for not being a good daughter. But i promise, as times goes by. I will learn t grow up, think for th right things & change for th better. Always loving you.

zhenghan
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♥'Feliciaa