.Giving up everyth soon :'(-
Im giving up everyth soon... Bro girlf broke up w him due t someth. For my case, he is kinda wierd. Since nobody can feel th hard work tht i've put in. No one appreciate. So why do i care? Make myself feels like a stupid dumb fool. Giving up in r/s. Giving up in making him happy. Not gonna work for his sake but for my own sake. Not gonna bother what he is doing alr. Not gonna bother what others think of me. Im just gonna work & work. T make my life more happier & smooth. Jiayou xiaogirl :DD
Yesterday, he didnt work. But me & eileen went t work. Altho nv earn any money, but well. Dis is job. We have t bare for it. Hahs. Reached home at 10+. Went t pasar malan t help him buy food. Came home, feed him eat. Cried after tht. Things are running wild in my head agn. I hate th feeling okay. Why cant we just live happily without even have t think of th past or present? Can anyone answer me? Sigh. Chatted awhile w eileen on th phone awhile. Faris msged me. & i told him what happen. After tht, i fall asleep. Woke up around 4+ & i cant go back t sleep alr. He is still up playing dota. So i just close my eyes & rest. T prevent me from thinking agn. 4+, korkor came back from work. They were talking so loud. So i woke up & smoke. Feeling hungry. He asked me t go down buy food but i asked him wait for mummy t wake up t cook. 6+, mummy woke up t cook chicken porridge. So nice of her (: Thn i ate first. He waited for mummy t leave th house thn he eat. He is now resting alr. Im waiting for eileen t come my house & im off t work agn :D Hope today will have a better working day & earn money {: & im meeting weixiong also. He pei me go work. Hoho :B Thats all for blogging. I will learn t stand up from where i fall. Hehs~
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
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