Im sorry tht things have changed. You got t understand tht is you, who make things in dis way. Blame no one but you. I will forget & forgive things. But, it definetely takes time. You might feel weird when i stand far from you when meeting you or seldom talk t you. I got real bad phobia of things tht happened tht night. You cant expect me t forgive & forget in just one changes of th night. Impossible. All i can tell you is, i cant promise, tht things will be back t normal. Cus dis is th first time i encounter dis tpye of prob -.- Please accept whatever changes tht is talking place btwn us now like, me being cold towards you. Not talking t you. Not being close towards you. But if dis thing continue & you cant accpet it, th best choice for you is t leave me. Dont torture yourself t wait for things t be back as normal.

Woke up at 3+ by joel's call. Prepared & wait for JH t pass him his lappy. Waited till 6pm thn he reach. Make me damn angry. Took his cab t woodlands t meet joel tgt w JH & his friend. Went t have dinner at KFC. Ate cheese fries only ._. Msg me happy pill & he walked pass KFC. I saw him :D Was super happy lah! Thn he went t civic center t meet his friend. Supposed t find him after my dinner but in th end nv cus he didnt reply me :/ But its okay. Cus i alr saw him {: After tht went breadtalk find joel & co. He wanted go play pool & i dint want go. So took mrt back t bishan w JH & his friend t meet linda but JH & friend went back t yishun. Reached bishan, went home eat dinner again & head down t meet linda. Joel's friend took my number from him & he msg me -.- S.boy came too. He pass me cig. Slacked awhile & i went home. Now, talking on phone keegan & waiting for him t come my house.

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xiaoJanice