21may :
woke up at 10.30 pm.
im having bad sore throat till i cant even talk!
having fever, sore throat & vomit.
Ronald, XiaoYan & Des called me & they cant even hear what im saying.
my mom came in my room & scolded me regarding someth & i shouted back at her when i have no voice at all.
dan i continue shouting & i sort of got back my voice.
hahahs!
bathe & bus down t GYL t meet D.
slacked at coffee shop awhile dan AhSiang call me & he come find me.
Edwin, Louis & datao Jason was thr w him also.
AS asked me if i want go ECP w them anot.
at first i dont want cus im not feeling well but AS asked me t accompany him.
& i was thinking, he's going court alr so pei him more.
so we splitted cab thr.
me, AS & D took one cab dan E , L & J took one cab.
reached ecp, DeRrick came too.
while we finding for a place t sit down, i saw Rahim & Sarah.
found a place, we settled down.
L went t buy liq & green tea.
me & D ate mac.
hours later, we're bored.
so decided t go GL t dota.
all of us walk from ECP t GL.
you know how far is it?
dota, 3v3.
my team lose :x
i dont really know how t play luhs DD:
aft tht comp ended, smoke & bus home.
DR went first.
me, AS, D & J took th same bus.
D went t J house & AS sent me home.
bought breakfast & home (:
things sort of back on track.
but i still dont know what i really want.
im afraid i'll hurt you even deeper when days goes by.
my court date is coming soon.
i dont know if i will go in anot.
even if i go in, im willingly.
maybe i can go in & do some serious reflection.
when im out maybe in 3years time or longer, i'll be a diff xiaogirl {:
a more kind hearted one? cheerful one? less vulgarities one?
more guai one? more filial t parents one? not having for prob one?
out of gangsters one?
nobody know.
just walk one steps count one steps.
( but no matter what, xiaogirl is forever in loving of 24SLK )
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
5:10 PM
.; things on track ?-