
.; i need motivation t go sch --
18 may:
i need motivation t go back t sch please DD:
sch starts at 7pm & i woke up at 6.35pm.
i planned t go sch, but was super shag.
bathe & stuffs dan dad sent me t sch.
again, i dont have any motivation of going t sch.
i've been counting if i have enough percentage t take my exams anot.
sigh, help me help me!
so, went inter & bus t tpy t meet peter & buy cig.
sit & coffee shop and talk nonsense again.
i dont know why am i always tearing every time when im at tpy.
confirm got those flash backs coming back t me.
cried & peter was thr t console me.
he sent me dis msg.
p : ' girl, no matter what happen. i'll be thr for you anytime & anywhere '
me : hais, you should know who causes me in dis state.
p : you haven read finish th previous msg, scroll down.
*dan i scroll down*
p : cus... i sell tissue. one for 20cents. buy one give one free.
& i burst out laughing while im still crying.
thanks peter for cheering me up without fail.
soon, peter have t go home & i slack awhile w joe.
9+, - bus t usual place t find des and go meet ahwei & xiaoyan.
again, they quarrel.
after everyth, went t mass.
boring~
me, des & alex went eat.
th food super like...
girl's home food? *puke*
aftermath, went back ahwei 'house'.
th whole room like genting, full of smoke.
& i went inside toilet & sit on th toilet bowl.
LOL~
7+ , bus home w alex.
andre, lineol & monster at my house doing 'things'.
misses andre so much.
dan talked t lineol abt 3years back de prob w him & he recalled.
HAHAHS~
dan when i want sleep, lineol keep disturb.
when he want sleep i disturb him.
from 1+ all th way t 3+ we keep disturbing but nv sleep.
aft they left my house in th afternoon & i go zZzZ.
woke up at 2.30am!
no need go out liaos lohs.
eat, play comp & stuffs.
alan msg-ed me :DDDDD
gonna sleep again later (:
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
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