slept at 3+ ysd & ended up waking at 2+ today .
nobody at home D:
luckily mom bought breakfast gimme before going t ahma house :x
breakfast dan computer .
staying at home is like dis .

when i was sitting in front of th comp .
when i started t think ...

suddenly , i felt so down .
so down till my mind is in total blank !
cried again .
dis time , is not moodswings .
i've so much in mind t say .
but i find no words t speak out .
so much hurts in my heart , nothing can describe it .
perhaps , i need sometime t be alone & think .

helped ♥ make his blogskins .
exactly like mine .
but mine is pink in wording & his is blue .
putted in few hours t change mine & ♥ 's skins .
was quite satisfied w it {:
all th codes is from me , myself & i other dan th box's code :D
update blog for ♥ too .

relatives came & played mahjong w parents .
mom jio me later go hougang eat nasi lemak again .
go or stay at home ?

supposed t meet ♥ today & xiaosam erzi .
but ♥ went dinner w family .
& aft his dinner he going champion .
hais , dont know if im going find him , stay at home or go dinner w parents .

edited * 12.37am .

dinner w parents at kovan just now .

supposed t meet ♥ go champion .

waited for him t come out from his house .

in th end my parents dont want me t go far .

dan ♥ say he meet me under my block go eat .

i keep ask him call me he dont want call .

in th end msged me say he reach champion le .

i got so fuckup .

♥ , you wont understand me .

you wont understand how much i wanting t go meet you now .

forget it lerh , like what i tell you before .

your billiard will somehow seperate us .

i hate th feelings of you having t leave me alone cus of billiard .

like what ppl say , all r/s thr's a honeymood period .

aft th honeymoon period , probs & quarrel will occur .

now i believe .

go play bahs , tml also no need meet lerh .