.; EYE SWOLLEN & Rest In Peace my 3years old naphew %-
for me t sit in front of th comp posting now , its a diff thing now .
cus my fucking eye is still swollen .
morning woke ap at 7+ , cus mom pass me allowance{:
cant get back t sleep also cus of th fucking pain eye .
so , fed coco .
went down t meet korkor as he just come home from some where .
bought cig , felt like seeing doctor .
so , called mummy t transfer korkork th money & i went alone D:
well , my eye got infection .
doctor say is not cus of contact lens .
is just infection .
ROFLMAO @#$%
took cream for swollen , eye drop & antibiotic .
again , i hated anticiotic .
i dis kinds people wont finish it .
but no choice .
i spent mom's hard work de money .
reached home , ate med & put eye drop .
aft putting th eye drop , my throat bitter bitter one , as doctor say it will lik tht .
idk why , but th feeling is like smacking k .
laughs .
dan i felt like vomitting .
korkor stand outside th toilet & laugh .
rawr .
waited for shirley dasao t come during her cso break .
cus i promised her t go find her today ,
but eye swollen , so cant go .
dan 1+ , went downstairs buy thing .
when i go home , saw a lovely heart letter on my table .
& its by dasao{:
went take a nap aft tht .
& just woke up .
cant get t see baby today .
cus of eye .
oh you fucking swollen , get well soon & go away -.-''
hais .
imissyou , iloveyou & ineedyou .
edited * 9.36
just received a call from my aunty .
my baby naphew , 3years old .
was left sleeping at home while my cousin sent his wife work .
& th window wasnt lock .
my naphew woke up & climb over th window & fallen off th building .
& now he is dead .
Rest In Peace naphew .
we love you . ):
well , sometime in life .
idk what i really want .
cus , i dont feel tht what i want is coming t me .
i sense nths .
but just hurts , sadness .
not really refering my on baby , but everyone around me .
where are those 'friends' around me ?
when i most needed them ?
got prob call me , no prob leave me .
sigh , i need no one seriously .
but family .
brothers , sisters & friends , is not use mouth say .
is what you prove by actions & heart .
who can i turn t when im seriously down ?
not those i've mention , but simply my parents .
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
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