well well .
dont know why today i blogged so early .
now its only 7.33am & im awake ! (:
awake up
BABY's msg .
& followed by
joker's msg .
im not flirting okay ?
joker is a very precious fren of mine .
everyone knows it well .
if only you know me well , i dont mix friend's &
BOYF tgt .
i dont dump
friends away aft having
BOYF .
anw , considering hard whether t study private O's w
cass or study private beauty theropy w
cher .
*confusing*
cus i dont really know what i want in future .
arhgs ~ am i a failure ?
):
any comments anyone ? {:
anw , later gonna meet
ahsheng 3pm at
batok dan go
jurong.w do things as promised .
& yeah , i have some words t say .
but people , you can dont continue reading it if you feel its rubbish . (:
at times , i felt like im being trap in th darkness when in a r/s .
quarreled & stuffs all cus of my temper .
but when im not into any r/s , i felt so unloved .
must i really rely on someone t be thr for me ?
well , ysd someone was telling me .
all is puppy love luh .
i felt shag .
when i was at eunos , i listen song till nearly cry .
do i really know what is love ?
ALKL hurts me th most .
you know it clearly .
all tht you have said , done , nothing is impt t me now .
& its not cus i got
BOYF alr , & im saying all dis .
NO .
how you treated me in th past , everyone got eyes t see .
everyone feels it .
it wasnt worth at all .
my birthday celebration , you made me cry .
my actual birthday , you wasnt thr for dinner & was dont know where msging ur ex .
if you think she is prettier dan me , so why hold on w me for so long & tell others tht if th love wasnt true , you wont last so long w me .
well , 人心难测 . ( you'll nv know what others is thinking )
somehow , now i feel like God is w me .
really w me . *praise LORD*
if we didnt break up , i guess i must had died cus of quarrels .
you repeated th same mistakes , msging her .
even your lao eh scolded me .
for not making you happy .
fuck , serious if tht time wasnt ahroy & ahjohn .
you think i manage t get over it ?
i wont .
thinking it back , im simply being STUPID .
ALKL , all th best t you . {:
well ,
BABY !
imissyou imissyou . :D
take xtra care . {:
going back sleep if i can .
shall blog tonight aft th outing w
ahsheng .
*edited ; 7.55pm*
well , didnt go out today .
cus was sick again .
played wahjong w
joker .
we cheated .
haha , i asked him why his wawa naked .
he say sexy :x
lol , nothing much aite .
thr's always dis sadness tht is stuck in my heart .
th pain tht is making me die .
th scar & wounds tht will nv be heal .
why ?
is it my attitude prob ?
well , i've changed .
i knew it myself .
i just need someone seriously t tell me what's wrong w me .
i really dont know .
i know im useless .
a useless teen tht have nth .
nv give anyone happiness before .
goodbye again smiley . ):
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
3:32 PM
.morning .-