back t post .
4dec :
morning meet
baby at 7+ 8 at bishan mrt .
mrt-ed down t marsiling .
meet his mom & lil bro .
cab-ed down t admiralty west t see his papa .
reached at 9.15am .
waited for time t go in .
10.30 , finally we can go in .
visiting time half an hour .
his father talked t me too .
i felt touched .
at least th father still cares for me . {:
den aft dat , went marsiling de market eat .
den headed t
baby's mom house .
baby is tired .
he say he want rest awhile .
aft dat den go back tpy meet guan men & lavin t go interview .
but in th end .
we woke up at evening .
so didnt go back tpy .
i called my dad .
saying dat im not going home .
sleeping at
baby's mom house .
midnight time , something happened .
i cried like fxuk .
tell me how many chance do i need t give you ?
dont take me for granted .
like i said .
you noe im afraid .
yet you did it like nobody business .
fine , let it be .
end those tears quick .
den pg & watch tv .
den *wink wink*
slept at 4am .
had a wonderful night w
baby .
today :
woke up t 2 + .
too tired .
some more ysd night flu like fxuk .
den 3 + .
mrt-ed home .
baby go back tpy meet guang men t do stuffs .
den i went dinner w family .
now , at home rotting .
somehow or someday .
sorry t my love ones , frens , sisters & bro .
due t something dat happen t me .
i will MIA one day .
don worry abt me .
cus i'll take care of myself .
& most impt thing .
baby , you gonna live happier den now .
maybe , dis will be my last post .
goodbye .
♥ Always loving my goodboy-
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