back home .
yesterday :
slept at 6am .
cus watch movie at crunchyroll w baby .
all kinds of movie .
happy ghost 3 .
1 & 2 th other time watch le .
den watch vampire .
horror .
all lame lame de . :X
but its kills time .
den wanted go marsiling ; baby's mom house .
but at 6am ask him want go anot .
he dont noe dont noe till zZzZz .
den i also .
today :
woke up at 1+ .
woken up by baby's phone ring .
did something & regreted lots .
if i noe i shudnt hav do it .
no more nxt time .
cus i dont want make myself t suffer pain again .
den cried .
didnt noe wad t do .
我可以痛了在痛 ，你可以错了再错 。
wad t do ?
i really dont noe .
hais .
not gonna check on him anymore .
*i promise*
den didnt want t care much .
cus dont want quarrel .
end it simple .
den eat lunch at home .
mummy cooked .
ate 2 prata , she own made .
chessy sausage & pop corn chicken .
bathe , make up .
den raining super big .
im still feeling sad .
den cried again .
waited for rain t stop .
stopped at around 4+ .
den bus-ed t tpy .
baby's house .
den nobody slacking outside his house .
den went in baby's house .
weijie was inside th house also .
so baby's chatted w him .
suddenly , i cried again .
i keep thinking abt it .
but baby asked me not t think .
but how can i not think abt it ?
aft so many mistakes he had done .
i forgive him all th way .
when i did a small mistakes ,
he cant forgive me & yet ignored me .
is dis a punishment from God ?
or a challenge for me ?
its parts & parcel of life .
i'll endure it .
those ups & downs .
im th one enduring it all th way thru .
cus i simply love HIM .
at 6+ .
xiaohei msged baby .
den went up his house .
so i chatted w him & sinyee (his girlf)
den i cried again .
imagine how hurt & pain im feeling ?
people , you wont understand how strong is my love for HIM .
baby tried t cheer me up .
but i just cant .
ended up , i still put a fake smile on me .
cus i just dont want baby t think i attitude him again .
its alrights .
i will do anything for HIM .
not long .
den went back baby's house again .
den gary came .
use drum stick beat his leg .
ahaha .
den 8+ , needs t go home alr .
cus probation at 9 .
so baby went find xiaohei again .
talked abt something .
den me & baby bus-ed home .
reached home .
eat dinner w baby .
watched tv also .
now , baby is bathing .
he ton at my house for 3 days le .
every single secs , mins , hour & day w you .
baby , it simple brighten my day altho dere's some sadness today .
i just hope you'll sleep in my arms .
& wake up w a kiss on my cheeks .
gonna watch show again .
post tml yeahs .
nights people .
3:42 AM